Good News

I am a semi-finalist in a poetry contest and the poem is going to be in a book.
It gives me hope as an aspiring author. It's all legit too. Which makes me very very happy.

Poochie

I pet the dog today. I haven't pet her until today. We're calling her Poochie. I'm kind of scared of dogs. She hasn't barked, growled, or tried to bite me so I decided to pet her. I'm glad she's okay.
Nothing else has happened so I'll keep you guys posted.

Caving Into Emotions

Caved today. So glad I did. I miss him so much and I want to talk to him right now, but he fell asleep on the phone. He was super busy today. I just hope I get to talk to him for a long time tomorrow. Today's time wasn't long enough.
That's it for now.

Points to Prove

At the moment, I'm in the middle of trying to prove a point. I keep wanting to pick of the phone anyway... I don't even know what point I'm trying to prove. I do, but I don't. The point won't really matter. It might not even be a "point" to someone else.  I'm hoping I won't cave, but I also hope I do at the same time.
Haven't even picked up Wuthering Heights today... There's still tonight... I'll force myself to read.
There's been a dog that's been staying in our yard and on our porch for the past couple of days. She's a pit-bull or something like that. Whoever's dog it is, they abused her and didn't care for her. We've been feeding her and I think she likes us. We can't keep her though because we have a cat [who keeps freaking out whenever she actually sees the dog]. We're too scared to give the dog a bath though [that it really needs], because we don't know how it would react. I'm just glad I know it's okay at the moment because it's with us.

Right Now

Well, yesterday had it's ups and downs. Although today did too. Right now I just want to talk to him, but the thing is: I'm thinking about just going to bed [I'm tired] and he probably won't call back. He's busy...
I'm just hoping tomorrow will be terrific. I'm going to try to get very far in Wuthering Heights in the next couple of days. I'm in Ch. 10, so I should really start reading more. The way I've been feeling, I haven't wanted to read.
I'm just going to chill out for a little while right now.

Caffeine and Candy

Well, today I've been kind of sad. Most of it was caused from lack of caffeine, apparently. I drank orange juice all day until around 7 P.M. and I ate a Hershey's candy bar and drank some Dr.Pepper and then I was back to myself.
He called today, so that made me happy. I hope he can come tomorrow. The Miz and Rey Mysterio are going to be the main event on RAW tomorrow (I think).
I really need him. Seeing him is going to make everything okay again. I'm sure of it.
I've been having self-view issues lately and just thinking and worrying too much. I know he'll make it better.

Hollow-Promises

Some promises begin to be hollow. I guess the true big picture is about the huge promises. A promise is a promise, but a bigger one obviously means more. If that one is broken I guess it would be devastating. However, when little promises are broken they can build up or you could just learn to not be let down when they turn out to be a hollow-promise...Which isn't good. You still feel let down, but not as bad as it is the first time... You become numb I guess...

Bad Days

It's been a bad day...
My cat, Blake, died...
Things have been going wrong...It started yesterday though.
Ugh. I guess that's all I want to say.

Recapping and Venting

Well, my birthday was good. Yesterday wasn't that great though, so I'm hoping today is better. Not much else is going on.
Well, that is a big lie.
My grandparents argue a lot more and I just don't like hearing it. I'm getting older so I'm not gonna be the same as I was when I was younger, you know? And it's like people keep acting like I'm going to stay the same. I'm not a little girl anymore...
I wish things would change.

They Fit!

Well, my birthday is tomorrow so I'm excited. I'm just chillin' out right now. I went shopping with my mom and got some clothes. Most of the clothes I tried on fit, so at least it wasn't as irritating. I got a new chair and floor lamp so I'm happy about that too. I'm hoping tomorrow will be a good day. I suppose that's all I have to say.

Catching Up

Um, things have been good with me. I was [pretty much] completely happy for around two days straight. So, that was a plus. Tomorrow, I get to see him,so that makes me very happy. Also, tomorrow is RAW night which is amazing. I just hope all is well tomorrow. I think it's going to be the final section of the turning point. I hope everyone else is doing okay. Best wishes to anyone and everyone.

Diamond Encrusted Pancakes

Okay, well I guess I have a good bit to say.
Well, Casey Anthony is not guilty apparently. I disagree, but that's all I'm saying.
Sarah Dessen's newest book, What Happened To Goodbye, is amazing.
Umm, the 4th of July was pretty fun, I guess. I got to spend it with him so I was happy about that. I played with those pop it things and a sparkler, while my mom went crazy over roman candles.
Right now, I'm listening to music and just thinking about things. I wish my books I ordered would hurry and come.
I guess that's it. For now.
The title is what it is because I saw a ring that looked like pancakes with diamonds in them, in my perspective anyways.