My Weekend With A Baby

In my child development class, some of us took babies home this weekend and I'd just like to say I feel for every woman with a baby, but especially the ones that have to take care of the baby alone. I'm just having a small glimpse and it is so hard taking care of it alone. Here's me and Alexander:

Being a Junior

I got some clothes for school today (we had a 30% off coupon) and some shoes and a back-pack. Tomorrow, I'm going to one of my favorite uncles visitations tomorrow. Everything happens for a reason though, right? He's with God and my great-grandpa.
That's it I guess. I hope everyone's okay.
Bye

Sorry, I don't write as much.
I've been getting out more and trying to have fun. In a couple hours I'm gonna be going on a date, so I'm excited.
I hope everyone is okay and having fun.
Check back later.

Summer Break

Wow, it's been a long time since I blogged.
Well, I'm on summer break right now.
I have been painting a lot and I'm really trying to convince myself to start on my book again.
I'm waiting on my Boo-Bear to call me right now, 'cause we've barely talked all day and I wanna know how his  day has been.
I hope everyone is doing okay.

Changing..

Alright, so:
Today was the second day back to school after spring break.
Yesterday was pretty good (except for the drama that was non-school related).
Today was even more chill.
Getting my permit soon.
Also, I'm planning on getting a labret piercing.
(You can have like 4+ different pieces of jewelry in that one piercing, not at the same time though)
I want something to be different.
I want to do something for myself once and not even attempt to care about what other people say.
-Haters gonna hate.

Wanting To Go Out

I'm hoping today, I'll actually get out of the house.

For now, I'm just working on my book and hanging out with my mom.

My boyfriend is being a huge sleepy-head today, I guess.

I hope everyone is enjoying their day or night, I guess. Wherever you are.

I'll check back in later.

I'm Doing This For Me

Okay, so I'm scared to work on my book.
I might try.
If not, I can write short stories.
I just need to stop worrying about how everyone else feels about it and do what I want.
I need to write the book that I want to read.

Why? Why? Why?

Fighting isn't going to fix anything.

So, why do we do it?

I wish I knew.

Studyin' With Bacon

So, I'm hanging in my clean room (spent four hours getting it almost spotless), studying for the permit test, helping my boyfriend name songs.
I'm full on scrambled eggs with syrup and bacon.
Spring break is going pretty good, but I still want to actually do something.
I guess getting my permit and starting to learn how to drive will be something.
I want to decorate my room differently, but when I get some money I'll be able to do that.
I hope so, anyways.

Defeated For Now

It's really hard to write about people you love, when you're fighting with them...

Somehow everything is my fault.

I should have given up a long time ago.

Realizations

First, I'd like to say sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've been pretty busy.

One thing I realized in all this chaos is we're growing up, some people are going to be famous, and all of our lives are going to branch off different ways.

I went to the football signings at my school and that's when realizations hit. People that I went to school with are going to become football players. Well, they already are, but major ones.

It's just it is an amazing thing, I think.
I'm not exactly sure how, but if you know what I'm talking about, you'll get it.

I've got some projects to do, so I'll post more later.

Bye for now.
I hope everyone is having a good day.

News on Semesters

...Well, I'm trying to take semester 2 better than the first. This week has been stressful, but I'm all good. It's a three day week-end, today was delayed, and next Friday is a half day (:
...That's all I can really say, I guess.
Hope everything is okay with everyone else.
Bye