Wanting To Go Out

I'm hoping today, I'll actually get out of the house.

For now, I'm just working on my book and hanging out with my mom.

My boyfriend is being a huge sleepy-head today, I guess.

I hope everyone is enjoying their day or night, I guess. Wherever you are.

I'll check back in later.

I'm Doing This For Me

Okay, so I'm scared to work on my book.
I might try.
If not, I can write short stories.
I just need to stop worrying about how everyone else feels about it and do what I want.
I need to write the book that I want to read.

Why? Why? Why?

Fighting isn't going to fix anything.

So, why do we do it?

I wish I knew.

Studyin' With Bacon

So, I'm hanging in my clean room (spent four hours getting it almost spotless), studying for the permit test, helping my boyfriend name songs.
I'm full on scrambled eggs with syrup and bacon.
Spring break is going pretty good, but I still want to actually do something.
I guess getting my permit and starting to learn how to drive will be something.
I want to decorate my room differently, but when I get some money I'll be able to do that.
I hope so, anyways.

Defeated For Now

It's really hard to write about people you love, when you're fighting with them...

Somehow everything is my fault.

I should have given up a long time ago.