Please?

I need reassurance.
I need to be left alone by a lot of people.
I need hope..

Lost

If any of you (when I say you,I mean those out there that are living and actually care about the blog) are wondering what happened to me:I'm alive of course. I've just been busy with life I guess. I've been thinking a lot though. As usual, but I sometimes wonder if I am a little too high up. My mindset anyways. Some things don't seem too realistic. I don't know. I guess it's just because I'm a teenager.
What's gonna suck though is:If nothing goes how I wish for it too in the future. I mean-I don't know. I'm just confused, but I barely know what I'm confused about. I barely know if I'm confused. It's like it's all right there, but blurry in a sense. Like I reach to grab it or lean in to look and it gets more blurry or just vanishes.

I'm Not Elaborating,But Dictionaries Are Fun

Had a happy day today..
To:The Most Amazing Person In The World
I love you<3 <3 (: 
Just thought I'd say.
Love:Hailey<3

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Life is such a big question mark..
That is all.

Black Dress

Okay, well yesterday I wore a dress. Which is new for me, because before last Saturday I was against dresses. But this one was so cute. It's black and the brand is So which is one of my favorite brands. It's a sweetheart dress according to the tag. I wore a black shirt under though for dress code policy and what not. I got a lot of compliments, which you know would make anyone happy. His compliment was the best though<3 
I hope today is as good as yesterday.
Have a good day/night depending on where you are (:

My Magnificent Cherry Blossom Tree I Drew

 (:

Frazzled

Ever feel like things just won't happen well for once?
I do..
I was trying to research for this English report I have to do.. I need more information from the teacher, but we went to the library in class doing basically pointless things..
Then, I come home and I was looking at different classes I can take next year and years after that. I wanna do a lot next year but I only have 3 periods that I can choose my classes. I want to do creative writing and journalism and that class where you learn about children and babies and child development. But I should probably do a foreign language and driver's ed would be smart too. Graphic arts would help as well. Art would be pretty good too..
I feel really frazzled.
Then, today at school I got mad.. It's the people thing again. It's not my fault. I just want to know why people act certain ways...
Today wasn't too fantastic.
I think I might just read or watch TV or a movie... I might go to bed super early too. Just so I can try to have some rest and peace.
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