I Miss The Kittens

Well, we just took the kittens to the pound. Hopefully, people will adopt them and take care of them. I'll miss Stitch (my favorite one). I'll also miss Garfield,Bartok,Lil' Andy,and Bobby Ray Jr... They were sweet. Lil' Andy and Bobby Ray Jr. were named after the parents. Bartok was named after the bat from Anastasia, he resembled him. Garfield resembled the well-known fat cat that eats lasagna so he was named after him. They'll be okay...
Our other cat is pregnant and will be having her kittens any time now. This'll be her 3rd litter. You'd figure I'd be used to getting rid of the kittens, but this time I guess I got a little too attached...

Here to Stay

Never mind that last post. I have the blog how I want it (for the most part). It will probably stay how it is now. Hope you like it. I think it shows what the blog is about in a sense. Just by pictures.

Background

 Okay, still experimenting with backgrounds. I figured I'd pick pictures from my computer. The ones that are available to choose from are good, but I guess I want something else. I went with the light art.

Okay, does anyone think I should try those out or do you like what I have now?

Dreaming of the Future

I'm at least writing on my stories again. I hope one day I can become an author. My want is to make someone's pain go away, at least for a little while. Books make me focus on their reality, not my own. They help me through things, give me things to think about, and inspire me. I want to do that for someone else. I don't care about the fame. I know authors aren't very famous anyway, but you get what I mean. Books can make people laugh and cry and relate and bond. I think it's amazing that all of that can happen because of a book. Books can cheer people up or calm them down. I may not make much of a difference in the world, but if I make someone's life better, then I'll have accomplished one of the things I want to achieve. I want to mainly by a book though. It seems I've already made some people's lives better.
When I was born, my grandpa stopped drinking. He did it because of me.
My love tells me that I've changed his life and I believe him because he's changed mine.
I still want to change someone's life with a book.
I also want to have a family one day...That actually communicates...
I guess that's it.
I'm not sure if I've used this quote before, but some of what's in the quote is what I want.
"To laugh often and much;to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place..to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.This is to have succeeded." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
I want to make another life breathe easier...
I love that quote and I agree with it. In the end, is how much money you have/had going to matter?
I might continue this later. That's enough for now.

Changes to the Blog

Alright. I'm not sure if the blog looks okay. But, I'm trying new things. I'm gonna try to edit it more, but it wouldn't let me. Errors and what not. Hopefully, the blog isn't repulsive. Anyways, I'm going to try and post more. I guess that's it.

Truth is...

Truth is:
People change, not just others, but you can too. I have some friends that have changed and it turns out I've changed a good bit myself. It seems I don't care that much anymore. I'm more anti-social. I guess I just don't want to deal with other people changing and with the same drama over and over and over again. I'm sick of a lot of things...

...Look At Me Now...

Okay. A lot of things have happened since-well, Easter. I passed the 9th grade! Woo! Haha. It's a miracle I got a B in biology. (That was a major score.) I'm not a freshman anymore which is just shocking to me. I'll be 15 soon and I can't believe life is going by like this. My first anniversary is in 4 days <3 I haven't got a new camera yet. It's still on my mind, but I'm not really devastated anymore. Life is coming at me, well everyone, fast.
I still get lost occasionally. I think everything will be fine. I still get upset, but I get comforted. I've come pretty far and I'm not going back now.