Reasons

Okay, yesterday I was having difficulties around people. As you all know I seem to have issues.. I just feel that people-not all people-just some, are typical,annoying,mindless,snobby,whatever else. Again I say I think I have an older mind..Might be because of some of the things I've went through. I don't know. But I think I turned out alright. I've still got time to grow, but I'm just like everybody else-trying to find my place in the world[I italicize 'my' because I'm not here to guide everybody else to do whatever. I mean yeah I'll help, but - not the point.] I mean if my place is making someone else happy, by someone else I mean my love, and theirs is to make me happy. I mean that could be one reason I'm here, but one of the reason's I'm here that I want to come true is to write books to let someone else escape reality and half a laugh or for them to want to become a writer too.
I'm sure you can all tell that I'm on of those people that want reasons, and I am, usually. I want reasons and not science ones. I believe in that saying 'Everything happens for a reason',but sometimes that's not enough for me. I want to know why, but for spiritual/emotional things and all that. I want to know why someone feels a certain way or does a certain thing..And sometimes it goes with their past.Future habits relate to past experiences.
I also believe in 'It it's meant to happen it will happen'.

"Be not the slave of your own past. Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old." - Ralph Waldo Emerson